Growing out of fear

-But you are being brave about it thought?

I don't care to be brave about it anymore,

As it is a far too heavy weight to hold

My limbs give out from time to time

And today they shatter under the fear of being alive

I should be able to handle it

Or so I have been told

I'm far too exhausted,

My muscles are sore,

Tremors shake thru my whole body

I just want peace I don't want to be brave for you anymore

I have no idea how to grow out of the fear.